Fight.

I seriously think I'll be retaining ths year.

And if I do, bye bye SR.

I don't know why, but I lack motivation.

I guess all that'ss happening in my life is screwing me off.

Images just keep replaying in my mind.

Whatever.

I hate having this feeling.

I need some care and concern from someone, anyone.

Home now feels like an isolation chamber where I talk to no one but my maid,

where I feel so bored that I'll just keep thinking of shit in my life.

But then I realised, that throughout my whole entire life,

I've never been so blessed like other people who could get things they wanted without lifting much of a finger.

Instead, I always kept fighting.

So I conclude that I'm a fighter.

And with that in mind, I'll just keep fighting for what I believe in.

All except that self-delusional fact.

Oh well, I guess I'll just have to wait and see how things go for me.

Lonliness, sickness, delusioness, shortness, fightness

guess that's just me.

Peace and love,

Lewis