Fallen.

Why am I so affected by it?
Why does this keep happening to me?
It's true, I never get what I want.
Hardly.

I can't take it anymore!
I'm suffocating inside.
I've been suppressing it within me for a long time already and I'm about to crack.
I appreciate life and all,
but I just keep wondering why I keep deceiving myself.

Apparently what I ask for is too much.
I see people all around getting it.
Why can't I?

Perhaps it all boils down to one thing:
Lewis, you're just not good enough.


Peace and love,
Lewis