"In times you may stumble,

To the point where you stay down.

Your heart may crumble,

And in tears you drown.

You shout for help,

But no one hears.

Alone you yelp,

Thinking of all your fears.

There may be disappointment,

But there is always hope.

Only through this you can find fulfillment,

Only through this can you cope.

Dark clouds may hover the sky,

But the sun is there always.

Your tears will dry,

And the night will turn to day."

- Me

So this is it.

I need to seriously get my life back on track.

Family. Love. Friends.

I'm putting this family back together.

At least i'll try.

Love, i'm tired of fairytale endings.

I'm getting back to reality.

Friends, love them.

Lifehouse - Halfway Gone

You were always hard to hold
So letting go aint easy
Im hanging on youre growing cold
While my mind is leaving

Talk, talk is cheap
Give me your word you can keep
Cause I’m halfway gone and Im on my way
And Im feeling, feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone
Halfway gone
I’m halfway gone

You got one foot out the door
And choking on the other
Always think youre something more
Is just around the corner

Talk, talk is cheap
Give me your word you can keep
You can keep
Cause I’m halfway gone and Im on my way
And Im feeling, feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone

If you want me out, then Im on my way
And Im feelin, feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in, but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone
Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone
Wohoww wohoww
Now Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone

Dont take too long, dont take too long
Wohoww wohoww
Cause Im on my way
If you take too long
Wohoww wohoww
Cause Im halfway gone and Im on way
And Im feeling, feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone

If you want me out, then Im on my way
And Im feelin , feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in, but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone
Wohoww wohoww
Cause Im halfway gone, yeah Im halfway gone
Wohoww wohoww
Cause Im halfway gone, yeah Im halfway gone

Peace & love,

Lewis

Reviewing the complexity of the inferiority apathy.

"Only from afar can I stare,

At the the beautiful image beyond compare.

My heart at times end up in warfare,

Such that I contemplate if I should take the dare.

They say patience in a man is rare,

But for love I'm afraid it's something I've got to bear.

I wonder how many times my heart have to tear,

Before I find my other pair.

You can kill me for all I care,

Cause I never once thought love was fair."

- Me

Goo Goo Dolls - Better Days


Just close your eyes and listen, it's one of those songs.

Sometimes in life, you wished you were someone else.

That you were that person who gets good grades.

That you were that person who gets a wonderful relationship.

That you were that person who gets good looks.

That you were that person who gets everyone talking about him.

Sometimes in life, you wished you were not you.

That you were not that person who did badly for his exams.

That you were not that person who tries as hard as he may but always seem to fail to attract the opposite sex.

That you were not that person who isn't blessed with good looks.

That you were not that person who is overshadowed by his good looking friends.

Sometimes in life, you just want to feel loved.

Sometimes in life, you just want to be known.

Sometimes in life, you just want to feel not so alone.

Sometimes in life, you just want to go to NUS/NTU/SMU.

Sometimes in life, you just want to be good looking.

Sometimes in life, you just want to be tall.

Sometimes in life, you just want to kill yourself.

That "sometimes",

Is now.

Peace & love,

Lewis

Loser.

Peace & love,

Lewis