I'm blind and waiting for you.

"Woe to those who yearn and chase.
Woe to those who run and still lack pace.

Woe to those who give and take.
Woe to those who's smiles are fake.

Woe to those who are in love.
Woe to those who kill the doves.

Woe to me.
For being attracted to thee."
- Me

"Today I begin to understand what love must be, if it exists. When we are parted, we each feel the lack of the other half of ourselves. We are incomplete like a book in two volumes of which the first has been lost. That is what I imagine love to be: incompleteness in absence."

- Edmond and Jules de Goncourt

It's just empty.
My head, my heart and my stomach.
All empty.

I miss you.

Goo Goo Dolls - Big Machine


Ecstasy is all you need,
Living in the big machine,
Now.
Oh you're so vain.
Now your world is way too fast.
Nothing's real and nothing lasts,
And I'm aware.
I'm in love but you don't care.

Turn your anger into lust,
I'm still here but you don't trust at all,
And I'll be waiting.

Heaven, sex and loneliness,
Take what's yours and leave the rest so I'll survive.
God it's good to be alive.

And I'm torn in pieces,
I'm blind and waiting for,
My heart is reeling,
I'm blind and waiting for you.

Still in love with all your sins,
Where you stop and I'll begin,
And I'll,
I'll be waiting.
Living like a house on fire,
What you fear is your desire.
It's hard to deal,
I still love the way you feel.

Now this angry little girl,
Drowning in this petty world,
And I'm,
Who you run to.
Swallow all your bitter pills,
That's what makes you beautiful.
You're all or naught,
I don't need what you ain't got.

And I'm torn in pieces,
I'm blind and waiting for,
My heart is reeling,
I'm blind and waiting for you.

I'm blind and waiting for you.
I'm blind and waiting for you,
And I can't believe it's coming true,
God it's good to be alive.
I'm still here and waiting for you,
And I can't believe it's coming true.
I'm blind and waiting for you...

Peace and love,
Lewis