Even if it means taking the last train home.

Love feels no burden,
Thinks nothing of trouble,
Attempts what is above its strength,
Pleads no excuse of impossibility...
It is therefore able to undertake all things,
And it completes many things,
And warrants them to take effect,
Where he who does not love would faint and lie down.
Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not.
Though weary, it is not tired;
Though pressed, it is not straitened;
Though alarmed, it is not confounded...

- Thomas A. Kempis -

I've decided, boy friend or no boyfriend, I'm not gonna stop.
Even if it means a broken heart, I'd be more than willing.
The only thing I want to get out of this, is to see that sweet smile on your face.
In all honesty, that's really what I want and I'd do anything to get that.
I'm not going to hope for a miracle that you're unattached, and even if you're using me, I don't care.
Health and happiness is just what I want to get.

I'm not going to whine anymore, I'm not going to be called the "emo kid" any longer.
Dudley and Jerome are right, all I've gotta be is myself.
And so I've also decided to be Lewis and not someone who tries too hard.

I realized that I'd love for the moment.
Not for the future or anything, but for the moment.
Cause there are no rules on love.
It's just love.
I shouldn't worry about what will I get out of loving, I should just love.

What is love to me?
Love is sacrificing for the benefit of others.
So, to love or to be loved.
Which one will I pick?
I'd rather love than be loved because only then is when I'll experience love.

So we'll sing without a reason,
To ever fall in love
Even if it means taking the last train home.
(:


The Lostprophets - Last Train Home


One! Two! Three!

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all a part of the choices that your making
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

Well we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love

But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again


Peace and love,
Lewis