I swear it's you.

You
Your eyes.
Your smile.
Seems to just leave me stuck in the moment.

Tongue-tied.
Confused.
Whenever you're close to me.

Hopeful.
Faithful.
That's why I'm not moving.

Retarded.
Suicidal.
That's what people think.

Flawfully perfect...
But taken.
That's what I think you are.

Lucky.
Hot.
That's what I think he is.

Cliche.
Repeat.
Like the one before.

Boy.
That's who I'll just be to you.

I'm turning eighteen in Malacca.
But like every year, I'm not exactly looking forward to my birthday.
I guess it just reminds me that I just wasted eighteen years of my life.
I want very much to fix my life; to be motivated.
But I just can't seem to.
Whenever I close my eyes, it's you I see.
And at the moment, a smile and a tear will come out.
I'm stuck in the past.
Stuck in fantasies.
Stuck on you.
Yet, I'm not even in your league.

OneRepublic - Won't Stop


[Verse 1]
Uh ohh
Now i stared at you
From across the room
Until both my eyes were faded
I was in a rush
I was out of luck
Now I'm so glad that I waited
Well you were almost there
Almost mine...yeah
They say love ain't fair
But I'm doing fine...

[Chorus]
Cause i swear it's you
I swear it's you
I swear it's you that I've waited for
I swear it's you
I swear it's you
I swear it's you that my heart beats for
And it isn't gonna stop
No it just won't stop
Uh oh oh
Yeah

[Verse 2]
Now you were fine by night
But when the morning light comes
Comfortable as rain on Sunday
And I'm a lucky soul
That holds your hand so tight
Hope you hear this one day
Don't fool yourself
This is my truth

[Chorus]
I swear it's you
I swear it's you
I swear it's you that i waited for
I swear it's you
I swear it's you
I swear it's you that my heart beats for
And it ain't gonna stop
It just won't stop

[Interlude]
You take this hand
You take this heart
Steal my bones
From 1000 miles apart
Feels so cold
Felt just like its ten shades of winter
And i need the sun
Ohh yeahh
Oh oh no no yeah yeah

[Chorus]
And i swear it's you
I swear you
I swear it's you that it waited for
I swear it's you
I swear its
I swear it's you that my heart beats for
I swear it's you
I swear it's you
I swear it's you that I've waited for
I swear it's you
I swear it's you
I swear it's you that my heart beats for
And it ain't gonna stop
It just won't stop
Heyy yeahh
It just won't stop
No no no no woahh yeah
I swear it's you
I swear it's you
Ohh yeah


If only...

Peace and love,
Lewis