Nobody wants to be the last one there.

Nickleback - Gotta Be Somebody


This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it's just like déjà vu
Me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know, when it shows up, make sure you're holding on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhh

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there


This week had been an emotional roller coaster to me.
Contrasting emotions all the way.
Missing friends who train with me.
People like Jerome, Anthony, Shawn, Andrew, Latif, Aaron, Jeremy and Wei Jie.
Somehow, the bench doesn't seem as fun as before.

Been fighting to try to impress.
Been fighting to try to excel.
Been fighting to try to be somebody.
But so far, all in vain.

My common test was crap as well due to the fact that I didn't really studied.
I'm tired of being the last one there.
Tried of being like a nobody.
People may not be able to see it, but I myself feel it.

Nationals tomorrow.
Probably won't even play a single minute.
But oh well, I'll be warming up the bench.

First-team to bench to last one picked.
What next?

I gotta be somebody.
I gotta keep fighting.
I gotta study.
I gotta chase that illusive dream.
I gotta know you.

This time, I stop to just wondering what it feels like.
And actually fight to feel it.


Peace and love,
Lewis