Thank God.

When things do not go your way,

And you're left in dismay,
When everything's not okay,
And you start to pray,

When troubles enter the fray,
And you inevitably stray,
When you go through everyday,
Feeling tired of the smiles you have to portray,

I just want to say,
There's always a price one has to pay,
With choices they have to weigh,
Just to see their problems slowly fade away.

Even when your sky is grey,
And you feel like you're God's sitting prey,
Don't give up halfway,
Be strong come what may.

I know this may sound cliche,
But I'll be here to try to brighten up your day,
If you give me the chance today."

- Me

Dear Lewis,

You've got to know this. You've got to start having confidence in yourself.

I know whenever you look into her eyes, you feel small.

You feel inferior.

But somehow, you can't seem to look away.

It's like a small little boy oogling an ice cream cone from afar, him knowing he can never have it but dream so much of gaining it.

I know you think you've got nothing to offer, no looks, no talents, not even the basic average height.

You stammer in front of her.

You drop your popcorn all over the seat.

You have no idea what you're going to say next.

She talks about your past and what you've done.

You regret for a moment, but regret no longer.

For you know for sure, you've grown from it.

You've changed from it.

She might say all the negative points about herself, but truth is, you don't mind.

You know human beings are never perfect.

You know everyone has flaws.

And you know you accept her flaws.

All you're asking for is a chance to woo, not even to get get into a relationship.

But a chance to woo.

You see through her iron body and realise she's like toufu.

Sturdy on the outside but soft on the inside.

Afraid she is of another heartbreak.

You know how tough it'd be.

To appease her.

It's like David against Goliath.

But you remain faithful.

And I believe that faithfulness, reaps good harvest.

Whether tangible, or intangible.

This is all I have to say.

Peace and love,

Lewis.

Nick Jonas & The Administration - Who I Am


I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I want to break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense anymore
Nothing is right, nothing is right when your gone.
I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I want to break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Nothing makes sense, nothing makes sense anymore
Nothing is right, nothing is right when you're gone
I'm losing my breath, I'm losing my right to be wrong
I'm frightened to death, I'm frightened that I won't be strong

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

I'm shaking it off, I'm shaking off all of the pain.
Breaking my heart, breaking my heart once again

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Yeah, who I am.

Peace & love,

Lewis