Commitment In Love.

Love is indescribable; Love is beautiful

His Downfall.

He leads standing
as she awaits stranding.
As his feelings fade
trust stabs her with a blade.

Her heart aches
as he makes the same mistakes.
Three years
explains the amount of tears.

Chasing this dead wish
is his greatest fantasizing dish.
How much he once had
he should've been glad.

Her heart shattered
yet he didn't think it mattered.
How lucky he was to be with her
is a real human blur.

If only he cared a hoot
then he wouldn't become a brute.
If only he knew
that love is not like poo.

Cause what he thinks he has
he might as well kiss my ass.

New Life.

One more hour and it'll be my birthday.
I don't know why but I don't feel as excited about my approaching birthday as I used to.
Maybe it's because I know that I've been walking aimlessly these past 17 years.
Maybe it's because I know that I've been committing the same sins these past 17 years.
Maybe it's because I can't see things the way I used to anymore.
But I am going to change that.
Let this number seventeen be a bench-mark to the end of me being a wastrel .
That from this year on,
I will start pleasing God and not men.
That I will not care about what others may think of me.
So what if I'm short?
So what if I'm being used?
So what if I feel lonely?
So what if I'm weak?
All these,
I do not care anymore.
I'm short,
let it be then.
I get used by people,
good!
I feel lonely,
God's with me.
I feel weak and tired of life,
God will provide for me.

"My grace is sufficient for you, My strength is made perfect in weakness."
- 2 Corinthians 12:9

I will live for You
and not for me.

Revelation.

Burning buildings,
Burning fury.

Friends lost,
Friends saved.

Still asleep,
I'm so ashamed.

Time wasted,
Clock's ticking.

Opportunities given,
Opportunities missed.

Raised up into heaven,
buring in hell.

Where's the compassion?
Where's the urgency?

A seed sown,
Is sowned into eternity.

Call For A Savior.

When I was sick,
You healed me.

When I needed somebody,
You sent a companion.

When I sinned,
You forgave me.

When I forgot You,
You never forget me.

When I disobeyed You,
You stood by me.

When I didn't deserve anything,
You gave me everything.

Your love,
Your kindness,
I don't see it like I used to.

Blind as I am,
I need to fall in love with You
Again.