Keep Holding On.

"When things do not go your way,
And you're left in dismay,
When everything's not okay,
And you start to pray,

When troubles enter the fray,
And you inevitably stray,
When you go through everyday,
Feeling tired of the smiles you have to portray,

I just want to say,
There's always a price one has to pay,
With choices they have to weigh,
Just to see their problems slowly fade away.

Even when your sky is grey,
And you feel like you're God's sitting prey,
Don't give up halfway,
Be strong come what may.

I know this may sound cliche,
But I'll be here to try to brighten up your day,
If you give me the chance today."

- Me

This is for all my friends, especially one, and my brothers going through this tough period.
You're not alone.
You're never alone (:

Boyce Avenue - Keep Holding On (Avril Lavigne Acoustic Cover)


You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know i'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go you know i won't give in
No I won't give in.

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say, nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away i wish you were here
Before it's too late this could all disappear
Before the doors close, and it comes to an end
But with you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah yeah

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say, nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through


Peace and love,
Lewis

The forgotten.

You caught me by surprise,
As it was during the time when I could not rise.
I was kept down from my previous experience,
Still unable to shake off the occurrence.

I prayed for a miracle,
Hoping not to receive something which is satirical.
Then there you were,
Beckoning me out of the blur.

Beautiful you are,
With no other human being on par.
Special you are,
Like the brightest ever shinning star.

Though you may not agree,
You are to me.
But afraid I am,
Knowing this is no tinker's damn.

Giving too much may not be the best choice,
But I just want to see you in rejoice.
Strange that this looks so familiar,
Yet feels so peculiar.

Perhaps it may be one-way traffic,
But it may not be all so tenebrific.
Because when you smile,
It makes it all worthwhile.

I may be a fool,
And never be cool.
I may be small,
And never tall.

But one thing's for certain,
And not one that you can draw the iron curtain.
Is that you're lingering in my mind,
And it's not something I can unbind.
- Me

Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone


Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone
Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Then something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone


Peace and love,
Lewis

Love & have no regrets.

"For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace."
- Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

She was the only creature in the house who truly understood me.
She was there when I was down.
She was there when I needed someone to listen.
And somehow, she always made things feel better.

She had that look in her eyes.
The kind of look that was genuine.
The kind of look that showed she was listening.
And after I spoke, she would always kiss me.
Be it on my feet or in my palms, she always does.

The love I showed was inconsistent, but the love she showed was always there.
When we were sleeping in the comfort of our beds during a rainy night, she would be alone in her cage fighting off the cold wind.
Sometimes, she had to fight off the stray cats who climb over our walls and try to sneak into the house.

Getting to roam around the house was a luxury to her, cause her hair falls off easily.
But whenever she does, she would run up to anyone and kiss that person and lie on the floor afterward, hoping for a rub in her tummy.

I tried to redeem myself to her during her last few days.
But it wasn't enough.
Nothing was enough.
She breathed her last breath while I was sleeping in my bed.

I miss her.
And I love her.

Rest in peace my dear.

The first and last picture of Princess: 2000-2009
Puff Daddy - I'll Be Missing You


Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track and you locked the flow
So far from hanging on the block for dough
Notorious they got to know that life ain't always what it seems to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family I'll fulfil dreams

In the future can't wait to see if you open up the gates for me
Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend
Try to black it out but it plays again
When it's real, feelin's hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath,
I know your still livin' your live after death

Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day, Every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you

Its kinda hard with you not around
I know you're in Heaven smiling down
Watchin' us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is were I keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe

My thoughts Big, I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us and a six, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me take in flicks
Make a hit, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you're still livin' your life after death

Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day, Every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you

Somebody tell me why
On that morning, when this life is over
I know
I'll see your face
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move i make
Every single day
I miss you

Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day, Every time I pray
I'll be missing you

Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you

Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day, Every time I pray
I'll be missing you

Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you

Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day, Every time I pray
I'll be missing you

Thinking of the day
When you went away...(fade)


And I regret not loving you more,
Peace and love,
Lewis

Emptiness fills the void in my heart.

Professor: "Part of the problem, is that everyone is on such a hurry. People haven't found meaning in their lives, so they're running all the time looking for it. They think the next car, the next house, the next job. Then they find those things are empty, too, and they keep running."

Student: "And once you start running, it's hard to slow yourself down."

Professor: "Not so hard,"

Professor: "Do you know what I do when someone wants to get ahead of me in traffic?"

Professor: "I would raise my hand, as if I was going to make a negative gesture, and then I would wave and smile."

Professor: "Instead of giving them the finger, you let them go, and you smile. And you know what?"

Professor: "A lot of times they smiled back."
- The Last Lecture

Rather than speaking in words, a video shall summarise my feelings.


But she's happy, so that's all that matters.
I shall move on now.
And really move on.
It's gonna be tough, but I have no choice but to do so.

Full force A level now.
I shall busy myself to keep myself from thinking.
Do my best and leave the rest up to God.
Although, I already think I'm condemned.

P.S. H1N1, please strike me.

Noah And The Whale - Second Lover


Oh, and when will our heartbeats fall into line.
And the click-clack of our boot heels beat out the same time
Oh, and when will your hand find itself in mine?
Oh, and when will your hand find itself in mine?

And though I don't know your real name
Your real age, or your shoe size
I will leave this bedroom chair
And this keyboard behind

And I will love you in reality and dreams
And I will love you in reality and dreams

And though it kills me to know
That when we are through
You go to your real lover
Who'll put real kisses on you

Oh well, an ex is about the best that I can do
Oh well, an ex is about the best that I can do

And so this lonely, lonely hull
Has no use left for living
After finding her love
In a heart so unpermitting

And I will die and never ever hold your hand
And I will die and never ever hold your hand

But I'll kiss my lips and I'll blow it to you
It'll be the last thing that I ever do
And wherever you go and whatever you do
There's a man underground that will always love you

Oh, wherever you go and whatever you do
There's a man underground that will always love you

Wherever you go and whatever you do
There's a man underground that will always love you


And I guess this is goodbye,
Peace and love,
Lewis

"Only from afar can I stare,
At the the beautiful image beyond compare.
My heart at times end up in warfare,
Such that I contemplate if I should take the dare.

They say patience in a man is rare,
But for love I'm afraid it's something I've got to bear.
I wonder how many times my heart have to tear,
Before I find my other pair.
You can kill me for all I care,
Cause I never once thought love was fair."
- Me

I'm getting better people.
Thanks for all the concern.
Right now, I'm currently in what physicists call "metastable states".
Don't blame me, the physics lecture book is right in front of me (CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!)

Metastable states: Excited states whereby the mean life is much longer than that in spontaneous state.

What the hell?! This my friends, is another one of those useless theories that MOE want us to learn.
Anyway, last night was absolute mayhem!
In summary: Bee hoon, curry, beer, cheesdos, absolute vodka mango, raspberry, coffee, Rockband, Wimbledon tennis, beer, Raging Rabbits! (check out the videos on facebook), beer, mahjong, more Raging Rabbits!, disgusting 1/2 graveyard concocted by Chang, acoustic guitar, piano, more beer, more Rockband, Guitarhero, physical wrestling, taupoks, french fries, more beer, attempted Pukka ice cream, McDonald's ice cream, talk, Apocolypto, Whisper.

Well, back to reality and studies.
It was fun while it lasted.

P.S. Noah and the Whale rocks! And, I still do think of you.


Noah and the Whale - 2 Atoms In A Molecule


Last night, I had a dream
We were inseparably entwined
Like a piece of rope made out of two pieces of vine
Held together, holding each other
With no one else in mind
Like two atoms in a molecule
Inseparably combined

But then I woke from the dream
To realise I was alone
A tragic event, I must admit
But let's not be overblown
I'm not trying to write a love song
Just a sad, pathetic moan
And maybe I just need change
Maybe I just need a new cologne

But now I look at love
Like being stabbed in the heart
You torture each other from day to day
And then one day you part
Most of the time it's misery
But there's some joy at the start
And for that, I'd say it's worth it
Just as you play the shortest sharp on me

And if love is just a game
Then how come it's no fun?
If love is just a game
How come I've never won?
I guess maybe it's possible I might be playing it wrong
And that's why every time I roll the dice
I always come undone


And I know you'll never see this, so,
Peace and love,
Lewis

There's more to this I know.

When I think about you,
I wished you could see,
Just how beautiful you are to me.

When I think about you,
I wished you could hear,
The words I'd say to erase all your fears.

When I think about you,
I wished you could feel,
The way you wanted to just to be so real.

When I think about you,
I wished you would pardon this fool,
And hopefully one day you might think about me too.
- Me

I'm sorry folks.
All these will inevitably go down to nothing.
So why am I still doing all these?
I
Don't
Know.

P.S. I do not enjoy emo love songs people! I am an acoustic man.

Saosin - You're Not Alone


It's just like him
To wander off in the evergreen park
Slowly searching
For any sign of the ones he used to love
He says he's got nothing left to live for
(He says he's got nothing left)
And this time I think you'll know

You're not alone
There's more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

She's just like him
Spoiled rotten, confused by the lies shes been fed
She's searching for no one (but herself)
Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy that she is hurt
And this time I think you'll know

You're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

You're not alone
There is more to this i know
You can make it out

(There is more to know)

We're not alone
There is more to this i know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

(So tell them)

You're not alone
There is more to this i know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

You're not alone
There is more to this i know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

You're not alone
You're not, you're not alone

And I know you'll never see these, so,
Peace and love,
Lewis

There's nothing more without you, without you here.

"I couldn't explained the beating of my heart,
The moment I saw you right from the start.
I never did thought it would last this long,
Ever since I found out that this was wrong.

I don't know why I just can't seem to move away,
Even though I know it'll hurt me more this way.
There's just something about you that keeps me coming back,
So I hope you'd cut me some slack.

I never expected anything out of this,
Knowing you're happy is already the bliss.
And if there's one thing I'd want you to know,
It'd be that I'll be here for you; my body & my soul."
- Me

Well, I tell myself let go.
And I couldn't let go.
I tell myself again, to let go.
And again, I couldn't let go.

My friends tell me to let go.
I tell them I already let go.
Then I tell them I have not.
My friends tell me again, to let go.
Again, I Tell them I already let go.
Then again, I tell them I have not.

Talk about life being compared to a roulette wheel.

This holiday, studying ratio to playing ratio, 1:3.
Drinking ratio to playing ratio, 1:2.
Screwed ratio to salvation ratio, 1 mole:1.

Boyce Avenue - Without You Here (Goo Goo Dolls Cover)


Your love's a gathered storm I chased across the sky
A moment in your arms became the reason why
And you're still the only light that fills the emptiness
The only one I need until my dying breath
And I would give you everything just to
Feel your open arms
And I'm not sure I believe anything I feel

And now, now that you're near
There's nothing more without you
Without you here

And I'm trying to believe
In things that I don't know
The turning of the world
The color of your soul
That love could kill the pain
Truth is never vain
It turns strangers into lovers
And enemies to brothers
Just say you understand
I never had this planned

And now, now that you're near
There's nothing more without you
Without you here
Without you here
There's nothing more without you
Without you here

My head lies to my heart
And my heart it still believes
It seems the ones who love us are the ones
That we deceive
But you're changing everything
You're changing everything in me

And now, now that you're near
There's nothing more without you
Without you here

And I know you'd never see this, so,
Peace and love,
Lewis

I was waiting for an invitation. It was hard to find.

Hey girl, hey girl.
So small, yet so strong.

Hey angel, hey angel.
So kind, yet so beautiful.

Hey devil, hey devil.
So cold, yet so influencing.

Hey you, hey you.
So angelic, yet so devilish.
- Me

It's 5am and I can't sleep.
It's 5am and I'm thinking.
It's 5:01am and I still can't sleep.
It's 5:01am and I'm still thinking.
It's 5:02am and I really stil can't sleep.
It's 5:02am and I'm really still thinking.
It's 5:03am and it's still feels like 5am.

Fastball - Out Of My Head


Sometimes I feel
Like I am drunk behind the wheel
The wheel of possibility
However it may roll
Give it a spin
See if you can somehow factor in
You know there's always more than one way
To say exactly what you mean to say

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then its time you spoke up too

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then its time you spoke up too

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an invitation
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad
Then its time you spoke up
Too


Peace and love,
Lewis